Hey Kai,

I appreciate the email. It has a lot of style; but is lacking one thing. Pushing through and being yourself is so important and extremely hard at times. But the reason you push through is because the real you is the most beautiful thing you can give. And give of ourselves, the real you, is what fills us with health and joy, knowing that we are beautiful the way God made us. But the pressure and strength of fear is very really and deadly, and is very close knit to those who love us most. But that's okay; just like that peom; beauty will be made by our struggle. Don't believe the lie that it's all about fucking the world back; it's about rising over it's illusions and giving the others the joy of seeing your spirit soar in all the freedom that it was intended for. That when others swing to hurt you, their posion is only a lie and the truth of who you are tares apart the environment you walk in. That's what being who you were created to be; a Child of the Living God, who fears no one and answers to no one. Evil is weakness, but evil never wants you to know that. Lasting courage is found in realizing you have what others need, and all they simply need is the really you to remind them how beautiful the real them is. And to show them that the enemy is not other people, but the lies they have bought. So step to the plate and take a swing if your not scared enough to encounter what "Holiness" is. Selfless, because of complete confidence in your immortality. That's what knowing the saving power of Jesus Christ is really about; not cute word, but power to love even those who murder you. To see beyond the pain to the need and to make a difference. To be full of compasion and unashamed of the truth that we all long to know and be apart of. Jesus spoke truth, even when hated for it. He also loved when you hated. He never gives up, never says quite. How bout you Kai?